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    <title>scottishobbit91's Journals on Buzznet</title>
    <description><![CDATA[Hey i'm Morgan.
I live in New Jersey (home state of my FAVORITE band My chem.) and luven it.
 
I luv take photos of everyone and everything.

I have very strong opinions about ppl being racist and homophobic. quoted by pete wentz &quot;Gay is not a synonym for shitty. If you want to say something's shitty, say it's shitty. Stop being such homophobic assholes!&quot; and i agree with that 100%.

I have 3 or 4 really close friends. i think being popular is one of the worst things ever always having to deal with peer pressure and keeping up a certin apperence and attitude, WAY TO MUCH DRAMA for me.

My role modles is Alicia (Simmons) Way and Tracy Phillips they are freakin awsome and i wish to be like them!

My favorite animals are pandas so get off your lazy asses and save them from extinction.

I dont know if i could live with out my ipod

Biggest fears: snakes and plush talking and able to move dolls (Chucky messed me up as a child). 


So their u go everythin you need to know about me even if you didnt want to.]]></description>
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	      <title><![CDATA[i stole this from my friend]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/1128901/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<FONT color=#000000>P • I • S • C • E • S: The Passionate Lover<BR>Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always<BR>Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart.<BR><BR>L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict<BR>Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkative. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship.<BR><BR>C • A • P • R • I • C • O • R • N: The lover<BR>Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Very high SEX appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not repost.<BR><BR>L • E • O: wild in bed<BR>Great talker. Sexy and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at a lot. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Loyal.Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Great when found.<BR><BR>V • I • R • G • O: The Whore<BR>Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. <BR><BR>S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The Piece of ass<BR>Can be mean sometimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring.<BR><BR>A • R • I • E • S: The Sexiest<BR>Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to fuck with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships.=) Addictive. Loud. best in bed. <BR><BR>A • Q • U • A • R • I • U • S: Does it in the water<BR>Trustworthy. Sexy. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic and funny. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock the shit out of u. The best and biggest freak in bed! Considered to be a "G". <BR><BR>G • E • M • I • N • I: Ultra Sexy<BR>Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horny. Freak in Bed. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. <BR><BR>C • A • N • C • E • R: Most Amazing Kisser<BR>Very high sex appeal. Great in bed!!! Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak in bed. Spontaneous. Great tellin stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.<BR><BR>P • I • S • C • E • S: The Passionate Lover<BR>Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always<BR>Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible, awesome kisser.gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. Very sexy. Coolest. Loves to own Gemini's in sports.Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Loves to be your first. So you'll never forget. Smart. <BR><BR>T • A • U • R • U • S: The Freak in bed<BR>Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ...u no!..... Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual as ......... Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to fuck with. Are the most sexiest people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost.<BR><BR><BR>S • A • G • I • T • T • A • R • I • U • S -The Sexy one<BR>Spontaneous. Horny. Freak in Bed. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. The one. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Most caring person you will ever meet! Not the kind of person you wanna mess with you might end up crying</FONT>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-10T19:46:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[dont judge]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/1118991/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[people judge people by the way they look.<BR><BR>if you wear black nail polish, lots of eyeline, and most of ur outfit contains black, ur considered a fucked up depressed emo kid. but to most peoples suprise were pretty happy people.<BR><BR>u cant judge people by the way they look. if a so called "emo kid" whos pretty happy and hanging out with his/her friends walks down the street people freak. u see parents pulling their children a way like were the fucking plague or something. i mean wtf?!?!?!?!<BR><BR>now if actors Owen Wilson or Brittney Snow walked down that same exact street i bet parents would not care one bit and let their kids run up to them. but u want to know something those r the real emo's. those r the people who r cutting, and r taking pills and r super depressed and trying to kill themselves. So WTF is up with that.<BR><BR>u no the saying dont judge a book by its cover. well apparently not cause people r judging and it fucking sucks!!!!!!<BR><BR>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-08T22:32:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[rant bout brandon, different brandon then the one below. this is my X]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/1117611/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<DIV class=post-body>A liar, a back stabber, and worst off a cheater. these r all nouns that describe brandon.<BR><BR>Im about to go on a rant but before i do you probably should know y.......<BR><BR>4 weeks we were together and brandon never called me. When i tried to call him i got hung up on or a girl would answer. It turns out that girl was his girlfriend. So i ended it. Now im usually not a bitch but i made an exception just this once. (As Mary said) i pulled out my inner black girl and kicked his ass to the curb so hard that he now has a shattered skull. <BR><BR>Basicaly i told him that "i had it with his bullshit and i was gonna end it here and now. i never want u to call me, text me, or comment on my page again. it was fun, u WILL miss me" then i slammed the phone shut.<BR><BR>Now im never full of myself and think that im better than other people cause im not but i do think that i deserve better than a drunken pot head, that will hump anything with a pulse.<BR><BR>So now im done with him and looking for a new boyfriend.<BR><BR>Will i miss him? yes<BR><BR>Will i get over it? FUCK YEAH!!!!!!! <IMG alt=icon_xd.gif src="http://s.gaiaonline.com/images/common/smilies/icon_xd.gif" border=0><BR><BR>o and brandon i hope she brakes ur heart like u broke mine. cause u know what KARMA'S a BITCH</DIV><BR>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-10-08T18:07:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[i hate guys......no wait strike that i luv guys i HATE brandon]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/983391/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=message>this is a confersation between me and my so-called friend brandon. im smashingdreamsxx and brandon is WaKd. o and if u couldnt tell the red red avi is also me im trying to make her look like lyn~z from msi but i dont have enough gold to buy the black hair right now. wow off topic much. any way this is why i currently hate brandon. as usual comments are always appreceated.</P>
<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><IMG title=smashingdreamsxx alt=smashingdreamsxx src="http://avatar2.gaiaonline.com/gaia/members/ava/ec/51/7850893d8a51ec_flip.png?t=1189387553_3.00_00"></A>&nbsp;<A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1><IMG title=WaKd alt=WaKd src="http://avatar2.gaiaonline.com/gaia/members/ava/74/8c/259490924f8c74_flip.png?t=1188608210_3.00_00"></FONT></A></P>
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<P class=date><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P></DIV></DD>
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<DIV class=message>i still cant believe u said i look like a lesbian. WTF is a lesbian suppose to look like?</DIV></DD></DIV>
<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>
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<DIV class=message>when I first saw a pic of you you looked like a lesbian....Im just bieng honest.</DIV></DD>
<P class=message><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>
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<DIV class=message>but what the hell does a lesbian look like?</DIV></DD>
<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>
<P class=message>*points at*</P>
<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>
<P class=message>omfg!!!!! i cant believe u! ur an asshole!</P>
<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>
<P class=message>Im not trying to be offensive.... </P>
<P class=message>dont fucking talk to me! Why the fuck would u ever say that? IM NOT A FUCKING LESBIAN!!!! (sorry if i affenend anyone (besides brandon) in my rant) </P>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>Urgh...I know your not...I look like a slut butim not.</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>
<P>U dont look like a slut, i never said u looked like a slut, but u clearly said that i look like a lesbian!<BR><BR><BR><BR>that really helps with my self a steam, thank u so fucking much!!!!!!!</P></DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>I originally said it as a joke kid...</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>well i dont find it very fucking funny. and its been bothering me ever since u said it</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>*rolls eyes* Yoiu dont look like a Lez. I was just saying that cuz I was bored.</DIV>
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<DIV class=clear>so u find making fun of ppl entertaing?!?! u no what dont fucking talk to me...........EVER!</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>Just so you know....There is no such thing as a joke that isnt aimed at someones expense. You CANT make a joke without someone suffering. and fucking relax as long as you know its not sure then jesus effing christ drop it.</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>i know i've had thoughs jokes and worse said bout me. Y DO U THINK IM SUICIDAL. cause of all the fuckers that messed me!!! so dont comment me, dont talk to me ever again i dont want to deal with anymore ppl like u!!!! good fucking night!!!!</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=5213300"><FONT color=#8997a1>WaKd</FONT></A></P>I havwent thought you were suicidal for about a month since i got to know you better</DIV>
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<P><A href="http://www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/?u=9064940"><FONT color=#8997a1>smashingdreamsxx</FONT></A></P>well i am i cant fucking talk to u anymore im in tears right now! good fucking night!!!!!!</DIV>
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		  		  	<category>avi</category>
		  		  	<category>brandon</category>
		  		  	<category>fights</category>
		  		  	<category>gaia</category>
		  		  	<category>lesbians</category>
		  		  	<category>lyn~z</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-09-11T14:48:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[ALL MCR FANS OF JERSEY................READ!!!!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/920551/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>hey everyone. ok i was at p.r. at the pnc on aug.29 at MCR all with all the other bands was fricking amazing!!!!!!!</P>
<P>the reason i want u to read thia is becasu i looking for a certin video of the mcr preformance.</P>
<P>a good half way (maybe a liitle further in) i threw my right black parade sleeve at gerard way. usually gerard throws any type of clothing back yo the owner, but tonoght when i threw it at gerard he walked the other way and frank picked it up andput it on his arm!!!!!!!! </P>
<P>I FLIPPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!</P>
<P>i never got my arm band back and (other than pictuers) i would like to have a reminder of what went down. so PLEAZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ if u find or have this video send it to me!!!!!!!!</P>
<P>thanx, morgan</P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>black parade</category>
		  		  	<category>bob bryar</category>
		  		  	<category>frank iero</category>
		  		  	<category>gerard way</category>
		  		  	<category>mikey way</category>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  	<category>projekt revolution</category>
		  		  	<category>ray toro</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-29T21:59:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Real Mcr Fans!]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/898071/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#cc0000><BR>1. real mcr fans know more songs than "Welcome to the Black Parade"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>2. real mcr fans know Gerard Way's brothers name</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>3. real mcr fans shout out "HELL YEAH" when one of their songs come on</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>4. real mcr fans punch their family/friends when they diss Gerards hair</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>5. real mcr fans go to star bucks just because mcr does</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>6. real mcr fans shop for hours for just to find a jacket like the band's to wear to a mcr concert</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>7. real mcr fans cry when mikey dies in the video "Ghost of You"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>8. real mcr fans ask their mom "whats for dinner" and are disappointed when she doesnt say gerard</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>9. real mcr fans ask for bob the bryar for christmas and cry when they dont get him</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>10. real mcr fans do dirty things with their mcr action figures and are afraid to admit it</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>11. real mcr fans have to wipe off the drool stains of their mcr posters</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>12. real mcr fans open up their lockers and are upset when frank doesnt pop out.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>13. real mcr fans piss themselves when they r on tv</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>14. real mcr fans would let them have their way with you</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>15. real mcr fans know the "Helena" dance by heart.</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>16. real mcr fans break out into the chorus of "Helena" when some guy at the restaurt says "so long"</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>17. real mcr fans scream out "HAPPY BIRTHDAY (insert bandmembers name here) no matter where thay r</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>18. real mcr fans giggle when Gerard Way says the word "way" in one of his songs</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>19. real mcr fans watch LOTM twice and then apoligize to plants</FONT></P>
<P><FONT color=#cc0000>20. real mcr fans post this on their profile</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>my chemical romance</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-25T12:28:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Cancer]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/824651/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">Ok this is a one~shot story. If u dont like sad then dont read!</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'"></SPAN>&nbsp;</P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">***************</SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">I sit in a black leather chair. My arms are cold against the silver <?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /><o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">metal posts. My legs are dangling down kicking the bar over and <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">over again. A beautiful woman with long golden locks asks me <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">what color apron I would like. “Pink”, I reply. As she places it <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">around my neck Mommy grabs my hand. She slowly starts rubbing <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">my hand as if she was trying to calm me down when in reality I am <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">just fine. I look at her. As soon as she notices me staring at her a <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">forced smile drapes across her face. The woman pulls out a <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">buzzer. A tear escapes and starts to run down her cheek, she <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">quickly turns and wipes it away. She tries to pretend she’s not <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">crying. This happened twice before.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">The first time was when Mommy took me to see Dr. Fritz. I <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">remember sitting on Mommy’s lap playing with her hoop bracelets. <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">Dr. Fritz told her I had cancer and that’s when I felt a drop of <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">water hit the top of my head. I don’t remember much about that<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">day except the word cancer made Mommy cry.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">The most recent time Mommy cried was a few nights ago. She was <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">brushing my hair my hair out before I went to sleep and a large <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">clump of brown hair fell into her hand.<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'"><o:p>&nbsp;</o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">The felling of vibrating buzzers against my head drew me out of <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">the past and back into that leather chair. During the process the <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">woman with golden hair kept telling me how strong I was and <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">that even though I was only 4 I was the bravest person she knew. I <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">thought to myself ‘why’? When she was done Mommy handed her a <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">red bandana to tie around my head. I got out of the chair and <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">grabbed Mommy’s hand but before we left there was one thing I <o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>
<P class=MsoNormal style="MARGIN: 0in 0in 0pt"><SPAN style="FONT-FAMILY: 'Copperplate Gothic Light'">had to say. “Mommy what’s cancer?”<o:p></o:p></SPAN></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>cancer</category>
		  		  	<category>dying</category>
		  		  	<category>girl</category>
		  		  	<category>hair</category>
		  		  	<category>little girl</category>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  	<category>sad</category>
		  		  	<category>writing</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-13T14:05:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[8 facts]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/802391/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P>I was tagged by xb0bx</P>
<P>Here's the rulz.........</P>
<P>Only list 8 facts.<BR>You must then list 8 TAGS at the end of the post. This means you must name 8 people on Buzznet who now must do the same blog.<BR>Go comment on their profile and tell them to come read yours!pleaz participate...........or ill find u and kick ur ass................or in alison's case throw her down the well! hehehehehe i know im nice.</P>
<P>1. I was born in&nbsp;a ghetto known as Newark</P>
<P>2. I'd died with out my i pod.</P>
<P>3. my apdopted home is hot topic</P>
<P>4. i love sarcasum</P>
<P>5. im secretly gerard ways lover</P>
<P>6. i hate the beach</P>
<P>7. i go to catholic school</P>
<P>8. and i suck at spelling</P>
<P>i tag: mrsryanrosslovesss, bobnessa89, xrockxsoundx, wishinmetopieces, skellingtonpajamaz, xoxryanrossislovexox, miseryeternal69, melyxme</P>]]></description>
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		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-10T11:53:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[Kyle can do anything!]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/768881/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">ok i was bored and being (what marykate calls) sexually creative and me and my friend were walking to her house when she said "kyle can do anything" (he's her bf;s best friend) so i MADE UP this FAKE confersation. o and brandon if u see this (which i highly doubt) SORRRRRRRRRY!!!!!!!!!!!!</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">me: so i hear kyle can do anything.</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">brandon: yep</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">me: can he give an amazing blowjob?</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">brandon : wtf!&nbsp;</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">me: well u said he can do anything ...................which would imply giving amazing blowjobs :)</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">brandon: how the fuck would i know?</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">paris: hold on ill find out</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">THE END</p>  <p style="color: rgb(0, 153, 0);">once again srry to brandon and all his friend. i know im a perv</p>]]></description>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-08-06T17:28:00Z</dc:date>
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	      <title><![CDATA[HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]]></title>
	      <link>http://scottishobbit91.buzznet.com/user/journal/553921/</link>
	      <description><![CDATA[<P><FONT color=#336666>People i need ur help to make a one&nbsp;of the hardest desisions of my life, first u should probably no the story.....................................................................my moms and alchoholic. In november 2006 my mom finally lost it and tried to kill me, so i called the cops. She was placed in jail for 4 mouths and was relaeased in March was not able to come home (thank god!!!). She recently plead guilty and the court now wants to no if I want her in my life or not.................................and im runing out of time! Even though im not aloud to see her she calls me quite offen. I dont know what to tell the judge. If i let her in i know things will go back to the way they were........abusive. But yet she still is my mom and even though part of me hates her and thinks shes a crazy bitch andother part of me loves her! WTF should i do! *cries*</FONT></P>]]></description>
		  		  	<category>crazy shit</category>
		  		  	<category>jail</category>
		  		  	<category>mcr</category>
		  		  	<category>new jersey</category>
		  		  <category>Buzznet</category>
	      <dc:creator>scottishobbit91</dc:creator>
	      <dc:date>2007-07-06T05:40:00Z</dc:date>
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